Posted by Anonymous on 2013/02/11 under Uncategorized When boredom strikes you know that’s when you think the most. Contemplation and introspection become your buddies and in a way they assist you to find your purpose. I find it imperative to discover what your purpose is in life. I don’t but I’m in the thick of finding the answer. Baby steps, I keep telling myself. You should do the same. Isn’t that more important? Knowing what your next step is. I want to get away. The conservative mindset buried deep down in their minds is suffocating me. I want to get away. I just want to get away, damn it.
I am a strong advocate of believing you exist in this world for a reason and it is your job to find that reason.
Do you know why you’re here?
The whole ‘what do you want to be when you grow up’ conundrum happening between my parents and I is driving me crazy. To be honest, I have no clue. Should it be a problem? No, it is only a problem which halts your journey forward when you think it is. Baby steps damn it. I’m clueless of what industry I want to be in but I sure as hell know what my next step is.
You have a goal but what is the point of it if the steps to achieve it remains an enigma. I know what I want to do next: study psychology. Psychologist when I grow up? I don’t know. There are many fields I could venture into. Do mum and dad like the sound of it? Oh hell no, not one bit.
I want to find out the answer.
Please mum and dad, don’t stop me.
I want my parents to understand.
I know they will never make the effort to at least think from my perspective.
I will never be truly understood by them.